Days had past and we are still talking about nonsense and future. My friends even notice that i change. I always smile, i hang out with them again and i was not involve in any trouble like how i supposed before. He change me, he brings the old me back.
I once told myself not to fall in love again, not to fall on him. But it ended up that i already love him. And things get complicated. I hid everything I felt him, thinking that if i would confess that i love him our friendship will be ruin. And i'm afraid that it would happen.
But we are still talking. Until that day came and he told me about what he feels. HE LOVE ME . He said he love me, he love me since the day he saw me. Sounds weird but he really mean it. Back then he started courting at first I ignore what he is doing because i thought that it is a part of our friendship, but I was wrong.
He court me and court me and court me. Until that day came that i gave my YES. It was the day that I really see him very very happy.
Loving him is the very right thing that I did. But there are some doubts [i guess] that what if he would hurt just like my ex'es do ? what he will left me? what if I am just a bet.. But in the end I will just sit up and trust him that he will never hurt me like others did.
He court me and court me and court me. Until that day came that i gave my YES. It was the day that I really see him very very happy.
Loving him is the very right thing that I did. But there are some doubts [i guess] that what if he would hurt just like my ex'es do ? what he will left me? what if I am just a bet.. But in the end I will just sit up and trust him that he will never hurt me like others did.